It's love (poem about lesbian love!!)

GIRL 1

Like an ignored, unsolved rubix cube, abandoned I stand alone.

The colour of my feelings braided into each other,

concealing my bitter blues, beneath my tranquil  white.

Pulling back the orange autumn behind the facade of leafy green.

I bleed red, under the black Capote.

Mirrors of people all over, around me.

Forming reflections soon, judging me just seeing the colour on their side.

I was downhearted for being blue.

For another, i was vivacious, for being green.

Ha! I was all but none.

I was disintegrated, as if a rubix cube,

trying to disentangle myself from my own conundrums.

I was still busy with myself, 

buried beneath the burden of confused darkness.

When, I saw you, a strong ray of hopeful light,

blinding each mirror with its radiance,

quenching my thirsty soul with elixir of love.

I saw you, bringing my withered flowers back to life.

You undressed my inhibitions.

Bared my soul.

But, I convulsed back, I realized you were a girl.

How is this possible??

GIRL 2

Yes, a girl am I and you too.

Deeper than the deepest sea is, my infallible love for you.

You are the right lyrics to my music.

Only you can stitch the shattered me back to one. 

GIRL 1

But, like the two banks of a river, we are meant to walk together not meet.

GIRL 2

Being with you proceeds the wheel of my life,

as if a thousand lights ignited together in the darkest black hole.

You make it happen.

GIRL 1

The world resists us, it draws us apart.

That rubix of mine was crushed.

My soul withered to ashes.

I still carry the scars.

Just that I stopped hiding the blue bruises beneath the black capote,

the capote fell short.

GIRL 2

We have come along long, wobbling between the shrubs of roses.

Each passing moment makes me doubt my existence.

My own brother, ripped off my clothes,

forked my body with his claws,

fed  on my soul like a vulture.

left scars on my existence,

to disinfect me of my disease.

I was torn apart to rugs.

My mind, a matrix of abrasions and fears.

But, the storm of our love is enough to sway it all.

GIRL 1

This society mocks us,

throws tomatoes of scornful sarcasm.

As if, a graph of 1/x, I was just decreasing,

drawing towards nothingness.

But this bond is rubber. 

The more I pull back,

the more it draws me closer.

GIRL 2

the music of your presence is enough to silence the noise of my heart.

only you can lift me up from the depressions I lay in.

This barbed wire of rights and wrongs,

prevents us from entering the garden of love and peace.

Lets abandon this place.

Let your rubix merge with mine to create a new plethora of colours.

Let us create a world where the rivers choir our love stories,

and tress whisper about our compassion to one another.

GIRL 1

Let us make a world of our own, away from the mire of barbed wires.

A place where we could be free to be us.

Let me give my life for you,

before the world ceases it in its cages.

let us die here to be free forever.

let us die here, to live.

let us die here, to love.

let us live, let us love!!

Connected Souls (calling distant love)

Connected Souls As I walk by on that patch of thorns, to reach you, my flock of flowers, blood drips off my heart, smearing me red. Coloring the path I walk on. As each thorn I step on, I relish each morsel of pain. Because I know, this blood will tell you where am I. This same blood will metaphorise into hints. These colored paths will lead to me. In the maze of nostalgia, am lost. High on the wine of your thoughts. Enjoying, though I bleed. Blossoming more with each of your memory. For I know, you will find me soon.

Hold me tight before I sieve out of the void between your fingers . Hold me taut, before I dis configure into nothingness. Let me be here, before you lose me. Love me today, before I lose you. Conquer the distance, before it defeats me. Let the world know, you're mine. Announce to the world, I am yours. Forever, not the one my best friend's ex told her, the one my father says to my mother. Crush the distance, not me. Finish it not me, finish it not me!! Come flying to me, before I stop seeing the sky. Let the world know, you're mine. Announce to the world, I am yours.

My evening are spent on the sea shore. My eyes meeting the horizon. The tides hits me hard, Disturbing my reverie. Awakening me, making me meet the dark truth. At times, the water smells of you. May be, it's the same drop that touched you. Crossing all the miles to reach me. Carrying your message of love. That Sepoy refuses to give by the hands of distance. Over the time, you have strengthened your army of patience, built my castle of dreams. Come soon, before I fall crashing down. Come soon, before the enemies take over. Come soon, before my eyesight fades. Come soon, before the day of hope ceases. Come soon, before the blood stops dripping. Come soon my love, come soon!!